I asked my pain,
Hey, why do you love me so much?
You never seem to go away
Or reduce the intensity!
You are like a second skin to me..
Just like my twin!
You don’t even give me a moment
Of repose to take a breath!
You also seem like a sadist to me,
Coz you cut through my soul,
Chop my emotions to innumerable pieces,
Suffocate and Make me gasp for fresh air!
Do you stay in my subconscious too?
I just wonder…
My pain chuckled and said,
Hey, you are my favourite,
I’ll never ever leave you!
I can’t imagine my presence without you..
You provide me a perfect background
To brew and grow,
With your ample negativity,
Self pity and no fighting nature!
You yourself don’t want to part with me,
Even when I want to leave you!
You inflict me again within yourself!
You make me strong by being weak!
Do you think I will ever leave you?